Post by sabrina on Aug 6, 2013 11:49:24 GMT -5
Erika's put tea on in the little make shift kitchen and Sabrina is leaving. There's a precedent for this. It involves a note and a clever disguise, and promises to return when she's caught just as she crosses the threshold. This time, however, she doesn't follow the precedent. There's no need for notes or drawn out goodbyes. They both know that she can't stay here forever. No...she could, it would be easy to adjust to this life, for all it's sweet simplicity, to revel in the feel of being accepted, of tea being the worst thing that she has to stomach, and the sound of Erika's laughter -bell sweet - brightening her days. But no, she made a decision and, this time, she isn't backing down.
This time, they'll be no more hiding. No more games of cat and mouse. No more endangering Erika, who has taught her more about friendship and kindness in a handful of months than most would have thought possible in a lifetime, and given Sabrina more than her fair share of both. Erika, who will probably bleed herself dry for her friends, exerting every last bit of energy she has to keep them safe before this war is ended. She owes this to Erika as well, however misguided she might be.
They never speak of her alliance – Lux - because there's nothing to say. Erika does what she does to keep her friends safe. It is a necessary evil, and Sabrina herself has reaped it's benefits on more than one occasion. She owes her life to Erika. Her scorn, that she saves for other...like him...
Let's go.
The world dips and spins, pulling her in half a hundred directions. Focus. Focus. She feels paper thin, drawn far past her own limits -an all too familiar feeling these days – and then, all at once, she is whole, her feet planted firmly on solid ground, Warley at her side. "Thank you, my friend.” Though her words are full of affection, her face is tight, her eyes hard as they take in all that there is to see. Vermillion City...you've changed.” And not for the better.
”They know you're here. They'll come for you if you linger.” Warley's warning ought to be the catalyst to turn, to run. Sabrina holds her ground.
”Let them come.” Instilled with purpose, Sabrina makes her way to the city's gym, standing like a beacon in the midst of a fortress. Here I am it it says. Here is the prize. Here is the problem.
Her mind enters the structure long before her body, probing carefully, searching for her target. Nikolai. The net she casts is a loose one, and full of holes, meant not to snare, but simply to find, to tell. I know you're here, Nikolai. Drained as she is from the week's other trials, it takes a moment to pinpoint his location, and it pains her to know that the brush of his mind still holds some familiarity. I knew him once, but no more she tells herself. Yet even so, she falls back on old courtesies, enters by the front door when she might otherwise teleport – shock value has it's appeal, but Nikolai was never keen on the way she tended to appear out of nowhere, 'like some foul apparition.'
It hits her all at once as she steps inside. Nostalgia, it's hardly what she's expecting with the harbor filled to the brim, as it is, with warships - the prized fleet of glorious Lux – and troops garrisoned in the city. She expects everything to have changed, not just the harbor and the surrounding area, but the gym as well, and the man who has made it his home... Surely he's changed as well. Nikolai. But the gym itself remains largely unchanged since the last time she set foot within it, a few cosmetic difference that hardly mean anything at all. If only she were the same. If only nothing had changed. If only... Wishful thinking.
Each step is harder than the last. It feels like a funeral dirge is playing somewhere, commemorating the death of all that she used to know, and she doesn't truly wish to reach the back of the gym where he sits in waiting. Out with the old, in with the new. And what of this new Nikolai? What of his purpose. Serving Lux. Training Lux soldiers. It's a task that suits him. He, no doubt, makes a good show of it.
It has to stop.
Out with the old, in with the new. The whispers have begun, spreading across the gym like wild fire. It would seem that some of the trainers recognize or remember. Sabrina pays them no mind. She's not here for them. Even so, one of them steps forward, offering challenger in a shaky voice. She regard him with hard eyes and a blank expression. She remembers this one. It does not show. “I-If you want to face the Lieutenant, you'll have to get through me first.”
”Silence. I'm not here for your games.” For half a heartbeat, Sabrina's eyes seem to glow with an unearthly light, and then she finds his form before her, his mind ripe for assault. This, too, is a necessary evil. She reaches for him, surges forward against him with all that she is, and the man is hurtling backward through the air. Sabrina turns from him the moment he is airborne. She does not stop to watch him fall, though she hears it plain enough, the telltale thud of flesh and bone meeting something solid, and the sickening snap that follows when he hits the floor elbow first.
Out with the old, in with the new. Let her be a force to be reckoned with.
”Nikolai.” Her tone is bland when she finally reaches him, uninterested, a lie that her eyes betray for all their intensity. It makes for an unsettling study in contradiction. It always has. She's never been quite right. Always a little too tightly wound, too controlled, too quiet, but never the friendly sort of quit that Erika fell into. Focus and discipline demand sacrifice. Sabrina had chosen her already lacking social life, pretended that all she wanted in the world was to be alone, unbothered...but a few individuals had slipped through the barrier that she had erected around her heart, had called themselves friends even when she had refused to acknowledge them as such.
Nikolai had been one of them. Despite all the griping he'd done about her abilities - unnatural, he'd called them-...Nikolai had been one of them.
”You're looking well.” And he is. She hates him for it. Hates the way he is square shouldered and clean shaven, well rested even. Hates the way that he can stand there tall, and proud, and direct when she has been forced to cast fearful eyes at shadows. It's clear that life under the Lux regime has been treating him well. Sabrina wishes that she could say the same. Instead, it has deepened the circles beneath her eyes and thinned her out, making her look worn and haggard beyond her years, a ghost of her former self.