Post by Phobos on Aug 20, 2013 16:13:41 GMT -5
Some days you just needed to sit down and evaluate your cruddy little life.
Phobos drifted aimlessly along the waves, reclining on the back of his massive Wailord. It was perfect for amateur philosophy hour: big, floaty, and didn't talk enough to interrupt him from his funk. Instead he was free to just sit and think, staring at the sky until the sun started burning.
Some days he wondered what he was doing. Just sitting around in a shitty town in the ass end of the globe, starving to death. And for what? To get away from his old home where he'd just be dehydrating to death anyway? Maybe he could just go onto the front lines, fight for the dogs who exploited him and die getting blown to bits or Earthquaked instead. It'd be much more interesting than just starving to death in the middle of bumblefuck nowhere, that's for sure. Not like he was doing anything of much note, after all. Just sitting around, stupidly fermenting food supply and turning it into booze so he could cope.
Some days he wondered why he was even here. He wasn't even close to a great trainer, having to awkwardly fumble his way out of combat after combat back in his Cipher days. He couldn't create worth a damn, even when he still had hands. He wasn't a thinker, unless one counted finding ingenious ways of avoiding work as thinking. He was just . . . there. Space filler. When he was gone, would it even be a big loss? Would anyone even care?
Some days he wished he had never joined this stupid war effort in the first place. Other times he just laughed at the thought. He'd still be living alone in a shithole. He still wouldn't have anyone to care for, or to be cared for by. He would've still died, fucked up by that Wes guy or something.
Then the Wailord seemed to notice something in the distance and let out a low moan of joy. It began swimming, eagerly bouncing up and down and creating small waves in its wake. Phobos' eyes widened in panic as he realized what it meant. "No, Butterfield, calm d-"
KER-SPLASH! As Butterfield lazily drifted away, Phobos rolled off of his back and fell right into the water. He fought the current, letting out a resigned sigh. Really, he should've seen this coming . . .