Post by shah on Dec 11, 2011 22:40:52 GMT -5
[/sup][/blockquote]build it up, then blow and blow, and then it all broke down and flew away. things were always so harsh, cruel and realistic. gone were the times where he actually had to site back and think about what he wanted to do. now things were more spur-of-the-moment, things he had to decide in a split second. as a newly-recruited agent of lux (he was still undergoing training), he had nowhere else to go but undergo more training to make himself one of the best. he missed his previous lifestyle where the days passed as quickly or slowly as he wanted it to. but that was no more. no longer had he the chance to sit back and think about what's going on before making his choice. now he had to decide right away.
he ran a hand through his alabaster hair. his hands were stained with blood, but they had dried and would not leave a mark on his pale hair. cerulean eyes stared quietly at the ground as he shifted into a seating position on the tree trunk. why had he returned to the forest with his brother? if he hadn't come back, things might have been different. he should have stayed back in eterna. went back to white forest and see if the professor was there on one of her backpacking trips. now, he was alone. only the silence of the forest kept his company; there wasn't even a sign of wild pokémon lurking around in the tall grass. his pokémon were in their pokéballs - just looking at their faces that said they knew how he felt was just ... shah gritted his teeth and steeled his emotions.
he didn't need the extra emotions. if he kept everything under control, everything would back off and he'd be able to accomplish something. he did resist the psychics' bullying back in eterna forest. he had forced them to back off; all he did was not give them the pleasure of doing so. and so, he wouldn't want his emotions to get the better of him and do what they were supposed to. he shut his eyes, and opened them again. he could do this.